tuesday monday lol

ok so yesterday i was running around all doy for the first day of school and boy was it crazy, i got NOTHING done all day it was a bummer for me, but today i got the kids off to school and i cam home and workout out, i didnt finish the whole video but i sure did try and i know tomorrow will be better, but i did workout alot after the video i ran on my treadmill and danced in my living room and i have sweat litterally dripping off my forhead while i am typing this up, nasty i know, however i am very proud of myself for what i did today and it is onlky 11:00 so i still have the whhhole day ahead of me... i know go me,we missed church on sunday and i can honestly say i feel the difference this week and i dont really like it, i have to work a little harder to hear that voice in y head pushing me to go harder and faster for myself hopefully the week will be a good one and then come sunday we can go to church and have a good next week, well thats all for today folks lol

THURSDAY YAY

ok so i didn't workout yesterday because my neck muscles were aching really bad but i got up today and get them done this morning, hopefully i can stay on track with all of this, bro van told us yesterday about a system called metaboliq that i am hopig jake will do with me bacuse i have been praying for somehting like this to helpp with his sugar. i have still been slacking a little bit with my chores and projects but i am going to tacle them this week this i know :) till tomorrow :)

day 2

ok guys i noticed yesterday that i had alot more enegy through the day to ge tthings done, i kinda diodnt want to stop, i had a hard time slowing myself down after the night i had last night, i didnt go to bed till after 1 and i forgot to say my prays i know shame on me. i was telling my mom last night that the lesson i am learning right now is patience, i dont know why but this is what i need to be working on so again today i will strive to have patience with myself my children my husband and everyone else in my life, i still coiuldnt make it through my workout although this one was considerable tougher than the others i have tried but thats ok, i am taking this week to warm up and then i will be able to get through them even if i have to fight to so it lol, mi think i am going to take sundays off instead of wednesdays just because i think it will be easier for me to enjoy my sunday with out having to get up early to workout and then go to church, so sundays it is, i am just experimenting this week next week i will get into the actual workout program that they have set up, the kids will be in school and i will have 3 or 4 hours a orning to myself to get done what needs to, my goals for today are pretty simple workout, do laundry (already going) clean my bathroom and my bathtub and i am going to take the kids to the splash park and let them make cards for the grandparents it should be a fun day today

here we go

I am going to try to keep this blog going for as long as i feel the need to write in it, could be a week could be years who knows. today i have started my workout program for the second time, i am going to take a week to warm up tp the prograzm again and try to make it through at least one full DVD before i go hard core wich means i am going to have to push myself harder than i have in a loing time and i have to know at the end of it i will get the results i want. i mean lets face it i didnt gain this much weight over night so how could i loose it that way right? i am in the 180's right now, somewhere between 183 and 185 i want to be in the 160's so i have a good 20-25 pounds to loose. i also have to get the motivation to do some stuff sround the house, i need to make it a priority to get up and workout before i do anything in the mornings because then i will have the motivation to do everything else i need to do. last week, i think, in sunday school brother barrett taught us that the lord codemns beong idle. he doesnt want us to lay around and do nothing all day and in my house we have a list as long as my arm of things we need to do that it is just over whelming so i am going to start giving myself something every day to do on top of my chores to try to get everything done and nice. i have come to feel the full force of the lords blessings in ths last few days and lately the message i have been getting from him is that i have to have patience. so i am going to try to listen to him in the next few month and have the patience i need with m y family and work and husband and with all aspects of my life but having patience doesn't mean i need to sit around idle, it means i have to work to get the answers in need and not expect them to all come at once so that is what i plan on doing and today is day 1, i worked out for a little while i feel good now i am going to get up and clean up my house, find a project to tackle, and do something fun with my kids all before ihave to go to work tonight. and there i am going to pray my heart out that the lord will help provide for me on this monday. God bless you all in all you do and wish me luck on this journey i am taking.